as life has its up's and down's
as i lay in a pool of my own blood of memories
as life kicks me while im down
as love just stands there
points and laughs and breaks my heart
as friends and family stare
as they can be fake and giving you the big F.U
wondering why they all start with the F
growing up i was told to never fail but
it seems such a trial
its just funny and so i lay and bleed out
as the bottled up emotions crack from the
over crowded soul and glass cut my heart
just bleed out on my own mistakes
suffer as it leads to greatnest is such a lie
life spins and you know
the house always wins and you leave empty handed